After a long heart somersault (more than 50 mins) and nerve wrecking, it ended with a frustrating loss… I was bumped, numbed… I wanted to scream so much I ended driving (speeding) all the way to Nilai 3 for some peace of mind while hunting for an organza (red, margenta, *faint*)… apparently the trip only made it worse… I was tired with walking around the textile shops finding none that match the color or even exist! Most of the shops’ boys/girls didn’t even know what organza is!!!! I’m putting a gun on my head (figuratively) each time I saw a blank look when I utter that same question. I felt so hopeless I just gave up and bought two materials for myself. There you go! Frust punya pasal ke laut la jadinya. Tomorrow’s task gonna crack my brain so I need all the rest that I can get… To go through 1500++ files named only in serial numbers and rename them and sort them, may even blow me up. Arrgggghhhh!!!
So, tonight, right after this, I’m just gonna shut down and have a plenty of good nonsensical dreams (when does they ever make any sense? @_@).
“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life’s realities.”
