Part 1:
2011 – A glance back…
I feel like this year is kinda like a roller coaster ride … Awal tahun, things seemed to be getting steady, a continuous effort from the year before. So, I keep a good speed moving forward. I had a good long holiday. I enjoyed and was grateful with my resolve, my peace of heart, my calmed mind. However, apparently life has more to just what you expected it to be. I believe I made a decision which change the course I was cruising. The new ride was bumpy initially. But now as I look back, I’m happy that finally it’s not bumpy no more. It’s actually turned out pretty good. And it does feel good to continue learning again. Though I’m far from satisfaction and I know it’s gonna get tougher next. But persistence is necessary. That’s never an option… Looking back at 2011, there are things I wanted to forget but forbidden by fate. Yeah, same story as what a life I had in 2010. What a coincidence, what an acquaintance… what a loser it made me feel. *sigh*… my pathetic self.
Despite all that, I feel I’m getting a little immature. I did and said things I don’t think I should. I believe my temperament on road need some maintenance. I need some adjustments. Would it be easy to move away from such bad habits?
By the way, Happy New Year!
